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Friday, 31 December 2010
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2010 IN REVIEW
2010 was indeed a good year.
I made a dramatic change (by my standards) by leaving the position I had been in for the past 5 years. It all started with a troubling period which threw me into reflection of myself and my relationship with people, before finally causing me to seek out opportunities elsewhere and to move from my current place. People who know me well know I do not job-hop nor I am a career-seeking individual. So this change did come even as a surprise to me. I look back and do think that perhaps it was His will to allow the circumstances to turn this way for me. It did put me in (what I think) is a better work environment as well as taking me to a new far away country of Cyprus.
I managed to catch my 2nd U2 concerts in Australia, this time in the city of Melbourne. I took the time to sightsee Melbourne as well, and enjoyed an awesome time at one of the biggest rock concerts ever which is U2 360. Also managed to catch another favourite rock band of mine from my teens, Green Day in Singapore and rocked out like it was the 90s.
Also the highlight of the year was to see our good friend and a brother of mine JW move on to a new stage in life. The first of the gang to get hitched. I like to say that our boy has finally grown up. It was a joy for me and the gang to see him through the preparations. I even spent a large sum on a suit just for the occasion. We shot some honesty reflection on JW and his new bride TY, didn't quite throw the most exciting bachelor party, and supported and cheered him on as he greeted his wife-to-be.
Good year, 2010 was. Now let's see what 2011 has in store.
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MY TOP 10 FILMS OF 2010
Another year passes by and I looked back on the many great movies I have watched during the year 2010. Here is my usual self-indulgent annual list.
10. The Expendables
Sylvester Stallone decides to bring all the major action stars of recent times and put them in this crazy action film which brings that awesomely absurd 80s action films. The all-start line up includes Sylvester Stallone, Jason Statham, Jet Li, Dolph Lundgren, (Stone Cold) Steve Austin, Mickey Rourke and Terry Crews. Nothing but the standard mercenary line up going up against a South American warlord and his private army. Like I said, awesomely absurd 80s action film tribute. I am a child of the 80s and I approve.
9. Predators
Another tribute to the great 80s action classic Predator. If one were to look closely at this film, it almost feels like we are watching the original, but I have no complaints. I first thought Adrian Brody looked like a wuss who couldn't pull an action film, but I was proven wrong. It was great that they went back to the basics of the aliens vs a set of different military figures. Action movie done right once again.
8. Scott Pilgrim vs The World
This is a geek film from start to beginning. The entire film is like a tribute to the video games of the 80s - 8-bit sound effects and digitised arts. At the heart of it is the usual story about a teenager's life as he tries to overcome his challenges and win the girl. Much credit to a great comic book adaptation which translated will to the big screen without coming of as childlish or silly. Some say a cult favourite in the making?
7. How To Train Your Dragon
At its very core, this is a story about a boy and his dog. Except his dog is a dragon that breathes fire. Also at its core is the usual coming-of-age story of a boy as he finds his identify and self-worth. I am also very glad that it does not have talking dragons like most Dreamworks animations might have turned out. Very effective also in 3D as the first-person dragon flight makes you feel like you are actually in the film too.
6. Toy Story 3
The franchise which launched the animation career of the unstoppable and excellent Pixar now finally draws to a heart-warming conclusion. Andy has finally grown up and the toys questions what is their next step too. They band together for one last adventure as they make their way to their new life-after-Andy. A wonderful conclusion and closure as we bid farewell to the toys that made us all feel like children once again.
5. Tangled
Everybody knows how I have a soft spot in my cynical heart for a Disney. And I don't care if it's about princess and kingdoms and magic and happily ever after. This time around, Disney decides to inject more spunk into its heroine, Rapunzel and gives her love interest a run for his money. I truly enjoyed the songs once more courtesy of the greatest Disney composer ever Alan Menken. Charming characters, wonderful songs, and fairy tale story, what more could I want from a Disney film?
4. Kick-Ass
Another comic book adaptation on my list this year, is this rather anti-superhero flick. There are no super powers or high-tech gadgets, just normal people attempting to be heroic. But these normal people aren't normal either, considering there are vicious gangsters, awkward school boys and a some-what-psychopathic father & daughter team. Full of comic book references and themes, and also moments of laughters and horror. Just like comic books.
3. The Social Network
It is easy to see why some are calling this the modern Citizen Kane after watching it. The plot drives home just about the same point, and yet creates an interesting and engaging approach to the subject of the technologies of the Internet which would other bore out non-techies. It is also very much a dialogue driven film thanks to the excellent writing of Alan Sorkin. Yet despite all the talking, it again never does get boring. An excellent film just for the writing alone.
2. Shutter Island
Martin Scorsese decides to take on the film noir mystery genre. While it seems a little further away from his usual style of gritty violence, he decides to take a mystery novel and adapt it into an impressive experiment of sort for Scorsese. Still essentially an engaging twister of a thriller, Scorsese is found to playing more with the tone and came works to build up the suspense and questions for the viewer. I was sucked into it intensely.

1. Inception
I am not shy about my love for director Christopher Nolan. Having already proved his worth with modern classics like Memento, The Prestige, Batman Begins and The Dark Knight, he now returns with another awesome mind-frak suspense thriller. This film is like a intricate psychoanalysis, and yet at it's very core is a heist story. There are so many ways to approach this film, and that is why it is such a great film - when it opens up different discussions and interpretations. I walked out of this film in a daze.
And there you have it again, my annual top 10 films of 2010. Onwards to 2011!
Sunday, 05 December 2010
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360 DOWN UNDER
More than half a year ago, news had it that my favourite band U2 would be making another stop in the near-but-not-that-near region of Australia,. This was it, another chance for me to catch them since seeing them 2006 for the Vertigo tour. This time with their spectacular jaw-dropping 360 tour. It is like the biggest concert ever for a rock band. I knew I had to see them.
So as usual I drew another plot, seeing if I could get the gang to join me. I lobbied and slowly some dropped out and left 2 potential candidates. And the day ticket sales went up, I took a confident risk to go ahead and buy for my 2 members even though they had not yet confirmed their availability. I happily bought myself 3 tickets for the 360 show on 1-Dec in Melbourne and gave myself a pat on the back for being able to successfully secure the tickets. I figured this is a U2 concert and being able to actually purchase ticket is a feat by itself, so I should have no problems selling off 2 extra tickets should my members decide to bail on me. Pride comes before the fall.
Eventually, my remaining 2 members did pull out and left me utterly disappointed. It was a bold plan and I should have prepared for it. But what I had not anticipated was that it turns out this concert is so massively big that the number of seats being sold was also massively big. Meaning what I had in my hand was a bad case of the economics of supply versus demand. Supply was outnumbering demand. And I had a supply of 2 on my hands. Quickly I had to make plans and to get the tickets off my hands and get back most or partial of my cost. I posted everywhere I could on the Internets - Facebook, Twitter and U2 fan forums. Similarly and amusingly though, my fellow U2 fan counterpart had fallen into the same unfortunate state that I was in as well - extra tickets and no potential takers as the date drew near. Thankfully, I finally had a French contact me on the forums and wanted to get hold of my 2 tickets. We agreed to meet in Melbourne for the cash and carry. Phew.
Securing my flight tickets to Melbourne was quite a chore too. Perhaps my delay in confirm them fast was my mistake. But this was also due to the fact that I was just back from Cyprus a few weeks ago and leave status from my job as unconfirmed until later. So by the time I was certain of my leave dates, flight ticket options had become rather limited and costly. Everybody's favourite budget airline AirAsia was not as affordable anymore, and I was left looking at Malaysian Airlines and Emirates. I finally settled with Emirates to fly to Melbourne on 29-Nov and back on 3-Dec for some 3 grand. The price of U2 fandom takes another toll on my expenses. As for my accommodation in Melbourne, I was fortunate that my old Jedi Master senior KC from university was staying in Melbourne and once he heard of my coming to town, he offered me a place to stay at his little place. Of course, the little favour to accompany that was merely to be a toy mule and smuggle 2 Sideshow Black Widow figures to him. So with this, I was all set to head to Melbourne.
I flew into Melbourne in the wee hours of the morning of 29-Nov. I hop on a bus from the airport and make my way into the city. KC and wife most graciously woke up at this forsaken hour to come pick me up from the bus stop. Over at KC's place, clearly my old Jedi Master senior has not out grown his love for his toy figures as is evident with his shelves and boxes of toys, much to my delight. Staying in geek home has a strange comforting feeling.
The next day I decided to go out and take a tour of Melbourne city, and also to meet my buyer to offload my tickets. We meet at Federation Square and make the trade. I finally made back in cold hard Australian cash what would have otherwise been a potential lost to me.
On concert day I got in touch to meet up with fellow bigger U2 fan at this cafe called Tram 160 right next to the tram stop. 'Mart' is 'tram' spelt backwards by the way. I must say Mart is a very nice cozy little cafe. Here I finally have my first big (both in prepartion and price) meal as my brunch. The coffee latte is good and I had some corn cob.
We head out to the harbour side to Etihad Stadium to start joining the queue. In the rain. Yes, it was raining in Melbourne that day and we had to line up in the rain. But U2 fandom is not that easily dampen by mere punny raindrops. So we continue to wait. Thankfully the rain stops just as we were about to enter the stadium. The line moves and eventually we are in the stadium. I head straight to the merchandise counter to get a tour T-shirt which is the customary tradition.
In the stadium, I finally set my sight upon that fabled super structure known as The Claw, which is a sprawling mass of audio and video equipment and stage all rolled into one. This beast sits on 3 massive steel legs while the stage is built in circular shape and allows the band to move around for a 360 view from fan, thus where the concert gets its name. With projection screens going around the top of the structure, it has also been refered to as The UFO or The Spaceship.
The waiting continues underneath The Claw. Until suddenly the screen comes to lift and the image of a digital clock counting down appears. We the crowd cheer loudly and excitingly, even if we have no idea what we are waiting for. It's probably counting down to the opening act from Jay-Z. During the wait, some songs are played over the speakers, including Coldplay's Viva La Vida. And it is during this that it is obvious that U2 fans are also Coldplay fans as they sing out loud to the chorus. Well, eventually the clock countdown does end, and the clock face shatters into pieces. But it doesn't immediately usher in Jay-Z and his team. Still some waiting required.
Then finally speakers go blaring, the sound of bass goes thumping and the crowd goes screaming as rap king Jay-Z takes the stage. Jay-Z performs his hits including 99 Problems, Dirt Off Your Shoulder, Izzo, Run This Town, Empire State Of Mind and even Encore. Jay-Z has the crowd eating out of his hands, confirming for sure he is the biggest rapper around. It's not everyday you find a rock crowd going along with rap songs. This is a much different scenario when I say Kanye West open for U2 Vertigo. Boy, did he have a hard time with the crowd then.
So Jay-Z works up the crowd pretty well and everybody seems pumped up now. But even after Jay-Z leaves the stage, that doesn't signal the start for U2 yet. Some waiting still required again. Next up the gigantic monitors have now started to show an analog clock face. Another countdown begins. After much waiting, the clock face shatters and David Bowie's Space Oddity start to play. Now as I'm already slightly familiar with the 360 Tour playlist, this means U2 will take the stage during this song. And there they come! Walking casually on to the stage, no lights out and explosive lightings to signal their entrance. Because they are U2.
For their opening song, it is a song which didn't come out of the albums and is something rather new only to the tour - Return Of The Stingray Guitar. Strong guitars from The Edge and the rest of the band mates are grooving to it.
My fellow U2 fan took great excitement once he heard the opening keys for Bad, a song of his favourite and had his fingers crossed for it to be played this night. Bad was written for a crew member who was from New Zealand, so the Oceanic-centric location of tonight's show made it a possibility to appear, in which it did. I thought it was great to have a song from The Unforgettable Fire making it into the night's setlist.
During tours, bands have been known to play some of their songs a little differently. This is all good because it brings something fresh and interesting to something that is already familiar. For the 360 tour, I found the new remix for I'll Go Crazy to be very amusing and entertaining. There is a playful nature to it when you have a giant overhead screen with the giant heads of Bono, The Edge, Adam Clayton and Larry Mullen bobbing away. Drummer Larry Mullen who also was not restrained to his drum set as he made his rounds around the stage with his bongo.
The usual staple U2 song Sunday Bloody Sunday which always shows up at ever concert also has a new twist in which Jay-Z raps along with the band. Jay-Z is seriously bringing his crossover rap into a lot of rock bands these days starting with Linkin Park and what reminded me most was Coldplay's Lost with Jay-Z.
One also shows up as the socio-politically charged song. Volunteers from Amnesty International surround the circular stage with high powered spot lights shone upwards like giant candles. With the stadium lights off, this creates a simple, but inspiring moment speaking out for human rights. Rev. Desmond Tutu appears on the screen as he gives a speech about unity and being one before fading off and the band starts to perform One.
I would have to say the real highlight for me was to have the October song Scarlet live. Now if someone were to know U2 discography well, they would know that October is probably the most openly faith-centric album from the early days of U2. Probably why this songs resonates for me when it was live. Nothing fancy, a rising chorus and repeatedly shouting 'rejoice!'. It is like a huge awesome worship unto The Lord. It was magnificent.
I was hoping that for their encore we have gotten Ultraviolet, but they gave us Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me. I would have loved to be able to experience Ultraviolet live, but Hold Me was equally great. Bono puts on the act with the new trademark of the show - the neon lights microphone and jacket, while he swings around on it like Tarzan on a jungle vine. Thankfully he is back in shape, because that bad back he had months ago which delayed the US leg of the tour would not have made it possible to be doing such stunts.
The band ended the night with a slightly mellow ending as Bono sings Moment Of Surrender. Even with this being the last song, it is the clear crowded just cannot get enough of U2 and are still shouting away. As the band turns to leave the stage, I noticed how Bono turns to speak to The Edge. It almost seems like we were going to have another encore number, but to my disappoint and probably everybody else this does not happen. Still, it was an awesome. One cannot expect less from the great U2. I chalk it up for my 2nd U2 concert show. Or rather 3rd if I count the 2nd night at Vertigo Sydney.
The show's full setlist is here and here.
While the concert was the main reason to be in this part of the world, I actually did also spend the days I had before and I after the concert to explore this city of Melbourne which is new to me. Federation Square became sort of my official starting point for the city since the tourist centre and the buzz of activity is located here. One such activity I did notice was before the concert day, a group of school kids were singing Pride at the stage at Federation Square, clearly referring to the upcoming concert.
Nearby at Federation Square was also the Australian Centre of Moving Images or ACMI. I looked at the title of their exhibition and I knew I had to buy a ticket to go in - Dreams Come True: The Art Of Disney Children Fairy Tale. I might be cynical and sarcastic most of the time, but I will have no qualms about going into the world of Disney. Who would have known I spent a good 4 hours just looking at sculptures, models, film cells, concept drawing, paintings and video clips of classics like Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Beauty & The Beast, The Little Mermaid, The Princess & The Frog and the more recent Tangled (based on Rapunzel). Disney films just get to me that way.
Another exhibition that was running The Screen World exhibition, showcasing how the visual art form has progressed over the years, from the first motion picture up to today's advanced video games. Everybody knows I have great interest in both film and video games, so it no surprise that I spent nearly 3 hours in this exhibition. This seems to be the problem I have whereby I am always looking at each exhibit with great detail and just paying very close attention to it.
Outside of the contemporary arts scene of Melbourne is a very vastly and impressively landscape garden which leads up to the central monument which is the War Memorial, the place to honour the fallen soldiers of World War I. In the main chambers of the Shrine Of Rememberance, an elder veteran serves as the tour guide who explains the arts on the ceiling walls. Each side of has one branch of the Victorian military depicted in stone art. In the center, a piece of marble stone lies on the floor with the inscription of the very biblical 'greater hath no man'. At 11am, he ushers a moment of silent with the other visitors in the chambers, a sign of respect as the speakers play the Taps and a simulated ray of sunlight falls to the center marble piece. One cannot help but share in the solemn moment of respect here.

Another place I visited was the Melbourne Museum, probably the largest museum I have every been to in my life. It houses some main exhibit halls, covering areas like science, history and nature. What impressed me most like a little kid was them having real dinosaur bones! Real dinosaur bones! Because dinosaurs are awesome!
Come the final day, it was time for me to leave Melbourne. A strange little arrangement forms just as I was about to leave. While my gracious host was ready to send me to the bus point to the airport, he insisted that the naive Mainland Chinese neighbour girl friend of theirs should do the driving. Something which it seems she is greatly lacking of, and I do mean greatly. I exaggerate not when I highlight her naiveness, because during my stay with my hosts, they were having seriously facepalm moments upon finding out that she used her bathroom in the dark because she did not know how to change her bathroom lights. Thankfully for her she had us on hand to help with the rescue operations. As for her driving, let us just say that I made it safely to the bus depot, and was able to bid farewell to my host and her.
It was great time in Melbourne with my old geek senior and awesome time with U2. I just wish Australian dollars weren't so high in exchange rate.
Australian travel visa fees AUD20 (RM60)
General Admission tickets AUD99 (RM300)
Emirates Flight return tickets RM3000
3-night stay at KC's pad. FREE
For everything else, there is my RHB Mastercard, still serving me well after 6 years.
Monday, 25 October 2010
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CYPRUS DELIGHT
My new season surprisingly came a week sooner that I was prepared and a much surprising but pleasant turn of events placed me on a flight to the city of Nicosia, in the European country of Cyprus. Honestly, I did not know much about Cyprus prior to this. Of course, thanks to the wonders of the Internet, Wikipedia and WikiTravel, I was filling myself with more information on Nicosia and Cyprus.
I was made to enter the office of my new company on the Friday before I was scheduled to fly to Cyprus. It was merely a quick taste of the office, but boy was it a big difference to the lab-like work environment of the past.
Call me easily impressed but I was delighted that I had my very own cubicle!Yes, it sounds sad indeed but I never had a cubicle for the past 5 years of employment.
Call me easily impressed but I was delighted that I had my very own phone! Yes, it sounds sad indeed but I never had my own phone line for the past 5 years of employment.
Call me easily impressed, but I was delighted that .... well, one should get the idea by now.
I had a good chair with full backrest, my very own company laptop, and goodness - Internet access! Even my very own waste paper basket! Did the last 5 years deprived me of so much basic employee facilities that resulted in my current state of over-appreciativeness?
Nevertheless, come Saturday night I was flying out by Emirates to Dubai for transit, before landing in Cyprus on Sunday. Touching down in Larnaca Airport in Cyprus, I had a glance out the window and had my very first view of a Mediterranean scenery. The driver picks me and some staff from India who happen to also arrive on the same flight and heads into the city of Nicosia. The drive gives me more time to admire the Mediterranean scenery again. And I was thinking, "Jesus, this is the sort of place you traveled before!". My thoughts and my faith mixes in very peculiar ways.
At the apartment, the first person to greet me at my door was a kitty sitting by the window. I would know later on that Cyprus is crawling with cats. A member of mine would have loved it here. The apartment is nothing posh or fancy, but decent enough for a period of stay. There is a kitchen with cooking facilities, so I believe I will try to make use of this and make things to be passed off as food. I take a walk outside on that Sunday afternoon, just to survey the land and probably get some grocery supplies. It is terribly quiet on a Sunday afternoon on the streets. Thankfully some kiosks (that is what they call mini-marts around here) were opened.
Come Monday morning, time to report to work. I hardly had a feel of the KL office and here I am now already about to find out how work is like here in Cyprus. Technically, it was not so much of work then it was attending a training class. I find myself with a majority of Cypriot Greeks, two Russians and an Indian. Work itself is not much to write about. At this early stage of being with the company, hardly much is known to be able to effectively complete the assignments given after each teaching session.
For most of the work week I played it safe. Getting groceries from a nearby kiosk and not having any fancy food. Catching up on The Big Bang Theory, How I Met Your Mother, Fringe and the occasional movie. Then came the weekend and it was time to go out and see Nicosia like a tourist.
The old city of Nicosia is just about a kilometers walk from my apartments. Walking down Makarios III Avenue to the old city, I am treated to some high fashion retailers, but not that any of them interests me. This modern part of Nicosia does not look too shabby either. There are people how obviously have a taste for high fashion as well as a taste for fine dinning, evident by the number of dinning restaurants along the avenue.
Now reaching the old city is altogether different. The walls of the old city was built during the Byzantine Empire is still standing. I probably take an interest in these old historical facts. I like my world history especially those of ancient Rome and Greece, evident how well I scored in SPM Sejarah Bab 1. Though I hear the Sejarah subject isn't what it used to be these days. Poor kids.
Anyhow, I am fascinated at the history of how Nicosia has been inhabited since as early as the Bronze Ages. The artifacts that can be seen in the Cyprus Museum. Then passing to the Hellenistic Greek age, with the various statues of familiar Greek gods, especially Aphrodite, since the legend is that Aphrodite was born here on the island of Cyprus. It is the Byzantine eras that has the most influence in the city, also showcased with its many display of artworks in the Byzantine Museum. Nicosia even had some encounter with the Crusades of the Middle Ages. The mention of Crusade isn't exactly a positive thing though.
There are many old churches also from the Byzantine era, mostly those of Greek Orthodox denomination. It is probably due to my faith, but I just like to visit old churches and see the expression of faith of the old days in the form of buildings, paintings and sculptures. In contemporary churches like my own, these things are a rare sight. While I have respect for fellow believers in the Orthodox belief, I am aware their strict traditions and customs does seem rather detached from the grace, salvation and freedom that I have learned from the Gospel. I know Greek Orthodox is much closer to the Roman Catholic faith and somewhat distant from my Protestant Christian faith, I still like to think of this is my chance of stepping into a time that was much closer to the early days of the church. After all, Cyprus was even one of the locations of Paul and Barnabas had set foot on in their journeys.
Nicosia is also very much a tourist spot. I found the usual well traveled tourist from UK, Russia, Japan and India in the crowds in the city. It helps the Cyprus used to be part of the UK before gaining independence, so the local are fluent in English enough so that I have not much trouble dealing with them over the purchasing counter. I must add here another observation of mine - there are many Indians here in Cyprus! Mostly seen working as foreign labourers in places such as the kiosks and supermarkets. My hats of to the Indian nationals, you are a far reaching group of people. Russell Peter highlighted that very well in his sketches too.
Cypriots are an interesting group of people as well. First thing I notice outside is their lack of courtesy on the road and disregard for traffic rules. An accessible curb is just another potential park lot to them, which is why I notice the many pillars placed along the curb of sidewalks. They also will not think twice about winding down their car window and giving a piece of their mind in high decibels to the other driver who just cut into their lane without warning (which many Cypriots seem to do). Makarios III Avenue has given me a fare share of amusing moments to witness. These Greek Cypriots kind of remind me of Italians (or rather my stereotypical view of Italians) - brash, loud and funny. I then think back to that TV series Mind Your Language and understand now how the Italian Giovanni and the Greek Max seemed to get along so well.
But while they seem less than pleasant in their driving ethics, their wedding customs seem rather close to some custom back home. Like how the bridal car upon approaching the church will blow their horn to signal their arrival. Ah, Cypriots and Chinese are not that different after all. And I remember one particular afternoon where a bridal car seemed to trying to make a point on Makarios III Avenue making a few turns on the road and blowing its horn, much to the delightful smiles of bystanders and their show of support by blowing their car horns as well. No doubt wherever you are in the world, a wedding is a joyous occasion to be shared with all, even the stranger on the road.
I also wanted to be adventurous in my time here in Nicosia and made it a point to try out some of the local food of Mediterranean and Middle Eastern flavours. During the weekdays I mostly stuck with my poor attempt at cooking some things to passed off as food for my usual dinners. I must also thank my parents who raised me not to be fussy. Otherwise, how could I stomach the at times poor tasting food I served myself? But weekends I went out and had a hearty good Cypriot meal. On my list I had managed to cover the loocal KEO beer, pitta breads, mixed kebab of lamb, souvlaki (skewered pork), sheftalia (mixed sausage), McDonals Greek Mac (taste as cheesy as its name sounds), Greek salads with fetta cheese, ttavas (oven-baked rice with stewed meat), stifado (stewed beef with rice), moussaka (layered eggplant and meat) and the crowning dish with everything in it, meze! The meze even had hummus in it, that Middle Eastern paste at the butt of the jokes in that Adam Sandler movie Don't Mess With The Zohan. Boy, that was crap. The film I mean, not the hummus.
Fortunately I wasn't just stuck in Nicosia, as said Indian colleague earlier also has some ideas of seeing what else Cyprus had to offer. He had hooked up with another Indian national here on assignment in Nicosia and I just tagged along with their idea to visit the famous Cyprus beaches of Ayia Nappa. He hired a car, which was also driven by some Indian nationals and drove us down to the beaches for a day trip. And boy is it windy at the beaches. Strong winds kick up even the grains of sands on the ground and hit my legs with such strong tiny velocities that I get prickly pains just from it. As for the sea water, I have not seen many blue beaches in my lifetime, so the seas of Ayia Nappa was so impressively blue! I even had a dip in its waters and it actually was just nice (it was the summer anyway). But once I got out of the water, the strong winds gave me the chills again. So I stayed submerged most of the time. It is like that song which goes "and now she's afraid to come out of the water", except for me it wasn't because of any embarrassing-looking swimming attire.
Towards the evening while walking on the beach, my newfound Indian friends suddenly found new friends themselves, in the form of Pakistani college students who were also having by the beach. All guys, mind you. And so these Pakistani guys invited us to their place for some tea. Very hospitable of them. And so they had their tea and chatted immensely. But the amusing (or rather awkward) thing was that I had already spent most of the day stuck between 2 Indian nationals conversing to each other mainly in Hindi. And now, I have another group of 4 Pakistani guys now also conversing to them in Hindi. So I am stuck in Hindi movie with no subtitles. After they had enough of their Hindi-centric chat, we parted ways and our Indian drivers drove us back safely to Nicosia in their beat up car.
Eventually my time in Nicosia came to a close as the training period ended. I was the first of the group to be leaving for home on Friday while my Russian and India acquaintances were only due to fly back the next day. I bid them farewell and perhaps we might be working together again in the future. But before I could have a smooth and trouble-free journey to the airport and back home that evening, I find myself waiting for an extra 30 minutes with no driver in sight to pick me up. One phone call later and I find out that the driver was not informed of my departure for that day. Uh-oh, I do not want another Amazing Race moment where I could miss my flight. But thankfully the skillful driver is able to weave through the small roads of Nicosia away from the traffic-congested ones and get me to the airport in time for the flight. Phew.
Well, Cyprus it has been fun. Delightful I should add?
Monday, 06 September 2010
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SEASON FINALE
"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven" - Ecclesiastes 3:1
Clearly over the past few years, I have not blogged by wearing my inner thoughts and emotions on my sleeves like I did in the early days. Mostly because when one is spending most of the average day at work, the only emotion one can feel at the end of the day is tiredness and the insatiable desire for personal time, which in my case basically involves either catching a movie or TV show, gaming, music or reading.
It is in this aspect of jobs and employment that I have always tried to approach it in a responsible manner, drawing much from what is written in Ephesians 6:5 about masters and slaves. Let us be honest with it - being an employee is in all context being a slave of modern times, and this not being in a crude negative way. So I have done so over the last 5 years in my current placement, performing as responsibly as I could, avoiding as much as I could any forms of discontentment (or at least not voicing it out like the average employee usually does) and any negative comments towards others.
However, things had changed over the recent year, causing my environment to change and also the way which I reacted to these changes. Perhaps some of it were my own doing due to the my ignorance. I tried to make amends where I could but things were just never the same again. Despite the less then encouraging environment around me, I continued to serve the best I could under the circumstances. It later degenerated into being just a worker and nothing more, mostly devoid of any positive outlook anymore. It just did not feel fulfilling, or at the very least even bearable anymore.
I have to be Star Wars fanboy and draw on Yoda's quote, that "fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering". I had gone through those progression, not to the extreme of each, but to a certain level for each. I did what I had to do, I started hatching a plot, while asking Him if indeed I had to hatch this plot, that it was alright with Him. It did not feel right that I was contemplating such plans in such negative circumstances, but in some ways, I figured this could be the only way He could actually get me to do something. It is widely known that I can be most complacent when things are just at a manageable level of personal discomfort, easily brushed it aside and ignored.
I put my plans into motion early in the year and knocked on a few doors. Some of those knocked were answered, but no invitation to stay was offered. This carried on for a while, until at last someone invited me in. It was the only invitation I had received. Could it be that this is how He operates with me, that He only keeps one door open to keep my pondering decisions clear? It was very much similar to when I first set foot into that this season. Finally I accepted the invitation and thus began the journey to this season's finale.
This season finale finally came and I stepped out without any pomp that was usually expected of these occasions, since it was never my position to call for any pomp on my own. I choose not to dwell upon this, and was at least able to have some decent farewells with those I had better diplomatic ties with. However, I was still able to remain the cynics that I was, convinced that even happy ending departures and of remaining well acquainted after departing were indeed fairy tales. How many who have left still remained so well acquainted with their former acquaintances? As with all I have written above, and just as it is Ecclesiastes 3:1-8, there is a season for everything. And I believe people come into our lives according to seasons. Once that season has passed, I will look back and be appreciative of that time, but I will not have regrets if the present day relations are not as they once were. Therefore, I find it perfectly acceptable if upon departure, these ties would slowly dwindle despite how positive they were. Of course, on the cynical flip side, I would find it perfectly liberating if upon departure, those unpleasant ties would dwindle all the more quickly.
And so I end this season after these many years. It had its ups and downs, and it has shaped my views differently over time, compared to the idealistic outlooks I once had in the beginning. I hope that the next new season will be better one, to further maturing my views, or at least to sharpen my cynical wits. Being cynical does come with age anyway.
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